he's making my heart heavy right now.
i don't like what's been happening over the past month.
complaints about his leg, a fever, a limp, a quick doctors visit, an xray and some bloodwork took us to a night in the hospital.
i haven't felt "normal" since then, really.
i put "normal" in quotes because i ponder that term a lot ... what is it really besides a setting on my dryer?
then that word came up again in his diagnosis of cortical desmoid which is a normal variant.
now he has a junky cough and a runny, runny nose.
i don't want him to be sick anymore.
he's so cute and so fun (most of the time)!
now he's funny about his right leg, he's irritable, he's stiff, he's just not himself.
all that combined is what makes my heart so heavy.
and when my heart's this heavy, i don't feel like myself either.
sigh.
good thing we are so busy that i don't have much time to dwell on all this.
and it's great that i catch little glimpses of his smile and his joy!
that pic was taken at the end of janie's bday party.
i can see how an afternoon of girls makes jeff feel!
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